Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Fantasy!

I can honestly say that I will miss this class, although I am looking forward to next semester because of the HARRY POTTER CLUB!!! My friends and I have been thinking of some cool ideas for it so you should definitely join THE BEST CLUB EVER!

I really enjoyed everyone's presentations today at the student conference, although I did not see any of the videos because they weren't playing either of the times that I went to watch them. :( But I'm sure they were awesome!

I just wanted to share some fantasy related creations that I made in pottery this semester!

Saphira sculpture:


Hogwarts relief sculpture:

And Now for Something Completely Different

So since this is my last blog I really don't know what to write. However, I was laying in bed listening to DBSK (bottom left) and JYJ (bottom right photo) who are Korean boy bands... (yes boy bands) and I was suddenly struck with a desire to actually write a poem or song or something so I did. They are a major inspiration to me in multiple aspects. They show me what real devotion is to do something that you love and stick with it no matter what gets thrown at you (JYJ used to be part of DBSK but due to record company complications they are now separate). Their music is the purist I have every listened to and I have never seen a band perform so emotionally and passionately on stage as they do (even out right crying at times) and they care for their fans as much as we care for them. This ode to JYJ and DBSK is random and my first ever attempt at writing poetically... so enjoy!

Touch the center of the sky
reach with all your mig
ht
hold it close, keep it tight


I have found my center within you
You will always be held close and kept tight
right next to me
You will never be afraid again never be cold again
you will always be worm I will always stay by your side

Touch the center of the sky
reach with all your might hold it close,
keep it tight
touch the center of the sky
your love is as wide and pure as the ocean is blu
e
you are my center you are my shining star

breathing in everything that is you
taking in everything that is beautiful

I fell like I'm at the center of the sky when I'm with you
ne
ver give up never give in

until
you Touch the center of the sky

This is my destiny!!!!!

Just in case you wanted to watch it over and over and over again...






Have a great break everyone!!!

Philosophy: Rediscovering and Analyzing Common sense

So after the class that John Z was all like "Time is like a pendulum," which I thought was a really cool idea, I started thinking that hey if that holds truth than our lives are predetermined and we do have a set destiny. For if time is like a pendulum, then after it comes back and starts going forward again the same exact set of events will happen all over again. In fact, this could be our millionth time living this life. I could have written this exact same thing at this exact same time a million times before. And for who ever is reading this (I'm sorry) you've done so a million times. It is my destiny to write this for the rest of forever. I continued to think about this when I suddenly had an "oh for Christ sakes" moment and realized that this was a Futurama episode where Fry gets caught up in one of the professors crazy experiments and goes through time in a time traveling vehicle (great episode).
My next really short topic, (short because my brain has been fried by finals week and all I can manage to work up in my imagination is Chemistry equations) Will be about god. I think it's wrong to consider that we can do anything wrong. If we are the creation of god, the all mighty, all knowing, can't do anything wrong created us in his image god then it would be insulting to think that we would have flaws. There is no such thing as playing god. For example when Victor Frankenstein created his creature thing it was not an act of playing god, it was an act of god himself.

This Concludes my Philosophy in fantasy Lit and the rest of my mental power.

Happy Holiday Season Everyone


So this is going to be my final blog for the semester. Im putting in something slightly different, I know we have been talking a lot about destiny in class recently but I think I will spend this blog and talk about something that is more related to this time of the year. Everyone is getting extremely caught up with stress from finals, projects and finishing up the semester. Some people are nervous about going home and others excited. But no matter how we all feel we are all going back to our families and friends for the holiday season. Each holiday season we all do crazy fun holiday traditions. Our traditions include anything from cutting a Christmas tree to singing Christmas carols family. My little sister and I each year always make gingerbread cookies together. We blast the Christmas carols as we dance and sing around the kitchen while we bake the most amazing cookies in the world. I can remember as a little kid, thinking that the cookies were taking forever to bake, but now I realize that is really is not too bad. The house is soon filled with the beautiful smell of gingerbread and everything is cozy. Now by this time there might be some flour on the counter and dirty dishes in the sink, but the kitchen has not become a disaster zone yet, that is for later. Once the cookies are done we wait for them to cool, as they cool we start to hunt for what we want to put on our cookies. Well my mom is a health freak so it was always weird things like raisins, organic M&Ms, and almonds. Once cookies were cold enough to decorate the fun would begin. I have always felt that the more sugar on the cookie the better, while my little sister is the complete opposite. My cookies would be a crazy mess and hers nice and neat. There would be frosting and powered sugar everywhere, I would be laughing and she would probably be grumpy because I had gotten frosting on her. But it was always good fun and happened every year. It is one of those traditions that makes the holiday season special for me. Now why do we have these silly traditions? Well these are what create the holiday season special for each of us. Now I don’t really know why I am writing about holiday traditions . . . I realize that it is not completely relatable to our class. But I guess I just want to say to everyone that it was a great semester, travel safely, and have fun at home during our wonderful holiday break.

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Oh Nuggets!

Well I guess this is it, no more discussing crazy philosophical ways of life with the lot of you. A sad day indeed. Though I must say it will give my brain a bit of a rest; thinking about the meaning of life and other dimensions is really quite frazzling! But it was a good time all the same. I leave you with an assortment of pictures that I feel represent the semester we shared with each other.

Saturday, December 11, 2010

Some food for thought

So this is probably a horrible idea that I'm writing this at 1 in the morning. But! I noticed that I was slacking on my blogs, so I decided that I needed to write one. And what is on my mind right now is why during the holiday season everyone decides to get happier and nicer (generally speaking).

I've been putting this through my head and tossing it around a bit and have come to the conclusion that humans need to have a reason to get us through our lives. We need something to get us through day to day situation and something to look forward to at the end of the year. The holiday season is just that. Every time it comes around we spread cheer and joy because we have made it one whole year, we have fought through whatever struggles we have over come that year and we have made it to be reunited with whoever it is that we spend the holidays with and we can celebrate. Life sucks, it's a rough things to go through. But we go from year to year, looking forward to the end just so we can start all over again and say 'that's right life, I made it through 2010. Bring on 2011 and give me your best shot.'
If not for looking forward to the end of the year and saying we have just made it through one more year then what else can it be? Honestly I'm kind of curious what everyone else thinks. I'd throw out the aspect that Santa Claus is (of course) going to make all your wishes come true, except.... I'm 99.99% certain Santa isn't real. So that kinda takes out that option.
Or maybe it's just that we need to believe that we have a purpose in life and that purpose seems to come out during the season of giving. Which society has deemed (silently but unanimously) that we all need to be nice, giving and go out of the way to help strangers at this time of the year. This therefore gives us purpose.
*disclosure* I am not as evil as I sound during this. I love the Holiday season. It's my favorite time of the year except for the fact that it's cold. I just really was trying to pick a topic and I couldn't stop thinking about Christmas.

Friday, December 10, 2010

My new conference piece and final project

Everyone's comments yesterday about my story idea were very helpful and have helped me edit my idea and make it more reasonable and interesting. I would now like to share my new idea so that you all can see where I really will be going with this and what I will be presenting.

So my story is going to focus on when my dragon meets Shawna and the story is going to be in the dragon's point of view. His name will be Zarkney which was the last name of my previous villan. The fantasy land will still be called Merenasia and the title is still A Walk on the Wild Side. It also will still involve the fantasy and philosophy themes of adventure, right or wrong/good vs. evil, animal-human bond and companionship, courage, love and coming of age. I am also going to try to only let my listeners/readers be aware that Zarkney is a dragon when its the end of the short story. For the most part I will try to make him sound like just another person.

The plot for my story is now the following: Zarkney is fed up with his lot and his home and decides to leave. As he is traveling he notices this girl called Shawna who he starts to follow without her being aware of it. As they travel Shawna almost gets in some trouble with some troublemakers on the road. When Shawna isn't looking Zarkney takes care of it and kills or scares off the troublemakers. This is when Zarkney and Shawna actually come face to face because Zarkney is just too late in going back into hiding when Shawna turns around and sees him. She does freak out at first until she realizes what he has done and starts to trust him and lets him come along with her on her journey. Their bond starts to grow and he begins to like her. The story will end with both characters having matured mentally and the reveal of Zarkney's true persona as a dragon to the readers/listeners.

Thursday, December 9, 2010

I JUST FOUND THE COOLEST THING EVER!!!

http://www.wizardsatsea.com/

Destiny in Supernatural

Well, I guess we're still on the topic of destiny. I just remembered earlier today an episode of Supernatural that deals with destiny. The episode is the third one in season four called "In the Beginning." In this episode one of the main characters (Dean) is sent back in time to find his parents before he was born. Dean tries to kill the yellow-eyed demon who ends up killing his mom when Dean is little. Dean wants to prevent his family's deaths at the hands of the yellow-eyed demon and save his family so that he can be with his mom growing up. Dean doesn't prevent anything from happening, and his grandparents both die and his mother makes a deal with the demon to save her boyfriend (Dean's father). At the end of the episode, the angel who brought Dean back in time tells Dean that he couldn't have changed what happened and that it was destiny.

So if there is such thing as destiny, would we be able to change it? What if you knew how the future would turn out and tried to prevent it from happening, but it just happened in a different way? There's another episode of Supernatural where Sam replays one day over and over and everyday his brother Dean dies a different way. He goes around trying to prevent it from ever happening, but every single day Dean dies. In these scenarios there is free will to an extent. You can choose which path to follow and some events would be different, but the outcome would always be the same.

You see these types of episodes a lot in television (or at least I have) where one person has to relive some moment in time over and over until they change one thing that will end the time loop. So...could we change destiny?

at the end of the day

Im am here writing this right now because it is my destiny to do so. The biggest argument against destiny seems to be the fear that you have no control in where you life is going. In my mind we are able to make choices wether or not you have coffee or tea in the morning, or pass in your homework late etc. is up to you. taking the left path or the right really does not matter at the end you will end up where you are supposed to end up. If you believe in destiny or not destiny believes in you; if you do not believe in destiny it is your fate not to.
In the movie the matrix he visits the oracle and she tells him that he is not the one even though he really is. The reason for this is that it's what he needed to hear in order to follow his destiny. Same for the people in this class who do not believe in destiny, the reason because that's what they need to believe.
At the end of the day your smallest choices will bring you one step closer to where you are supposed to be; you make the choices and take the path's you decide to take. Most say it is the journey that is really the important part anyways. If you are reading this then it is in the end it's for a reason and it's taking you one step closer.
Enjoy your destiny

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

A View . . .


So the theme for blogs seems to be destiny, which is honestly a super in depth thing to think about. I really loved just listening to everyone has they debated destiny in Harry Potter last week.

“I can’t control my destiny, I trust my soul, my only goal is just to be. Here’s only now, there’s only here. Give in to love or live in fear. No other path, no other way. No day but today.”
-Rent

Destiny I think is one of those things sort of like faith, trust, hope, love, ect. One of those silly ideas, beliefs, or emotions that we cannot pin point exactly what they are. I feel that it doesn’t matter if destiny exist one must first believe in it for it to be true to them. If you don’t believe in destiny then you just along with your life what ever about it, it doesn’t matter what happens in the end or if you have achieved your destiny if you don’t believe that destiny actually exist in the first place.

Personally I would not say that I believe in destiny, it is really not something that I have spent to long in thinking about. But I do have faith that everything happens for a reason, which is a lot like destiny. If one believes in destiny then they often think that all of our actions are destined, and lead to our eventual fate. While those who believe in faith believe that all of our actions and everything that happens for a reason aka a better good.

It is really weird though to think about destiny and how it might affect you. For example if I did have a final destiny, what might that be? Mmm . . . it could be almost anything. I guess destiny gives people a reason to believe that their life has a special purpose and there is nothing wrong with that.

Monday, December 6, 2010

The Prophecy of the Belgariad and The Mallorean: Is it Destiny or Choice?

During our discussion of destiny, my mind immediately jumped to the book series, The Belgariad and The Mallorean by David Eddings. The whole story of both book series revolves around the idea of destiny. A prophecy that was written when the world was being formed stated that in centuries time, the child of dark will meet the child of light and the fate of the universe will be decided on this particular meeting. This prophecy was written down into two books, The Book of Alorn and The Book of Torak. The Book of Alorn was written by the Alorns and depicts the creation of the world to the battle of Vo Mimbre. Alorns can recite the book, even if they haven't read it, because it is in their bloods. The book of Torak was written by the God Torak himself, who happens to be the child of the dark. The book is twisted in its facts as well. According to this book, Torak was the one that led the Gods to create the world, certain protagonists in the story are actually considered to be villains, the reason why the Riva Iron Grip is able to touch the Orb of Aldur is different, and finally, the book states that the Angaraks are a good race and Torak is also good.

The story focuses on a young named Garion. He was orphaned when he was very young and then sent to live on a farmstead with his "Aunt" Pol. Pol was actually Polgara, a very famous sorceress who has lived for centuries, making it her life's work to chase after this prophecy. After Garion reached his teens, the storyteller he knew only as the "Old Wolf" came for a visit. He informed Pol that the events of the prophecy were beginning to take place and it was time to move. Zedar had stolen the Orb of Aldur and was going to use it to awaken Torak from his sleep. He had been almost completely destroyed in years past, but instead of death, he was under a sleep slumber. Gathering up their things, Pol, Garion, and the "Old Wolf" prepared to leave. Durnik, the blacksmith of the farm, noticed their departure and begged them to take him with them. They agreed with reluctance, but it turned out that he had to have come with them, because he was destined to become "The Man that Lived Twice." They met up with two more individuals, which Garion thought were giants or something and completely freaked out and ran away like a little baby, which was kind of interesting. These two individuals were named Silk and Barak. Silk was destined to be the Guide and Barak was destined to be "The Bear." When provoked, Barak turns into a very large bear.

The six of them started off there journey and met up with with the other members of the people destined to be apart of the destiny: Ce'nedra, the "Queen of the World and Bride of the Light." She is also destined to be Garion's wife, Hettar, "The Horse Lord" because of his ability to talk to horses, Lelldorin, "The Archer," Relg, "The Blind Man," Taiba, "The Mother of the Race That Died," and Mandorallen, "The Knight Protector." All these people were destined to take place in the prophecy that was told in the beginning of time.

It was Garion's destiny to face Torak and everything he did seem to lead up to that point. He of course did not learn about this destiny till much later in their journey. He also did not know that he was destined to be the King and to marry the Imperial Princess of Ce'Nedra. Ce'Nedra knew that she was destined to marry the new Rivan King, but she did not know that her destined husband was Garion. Needless to say, that it was a work of progress between the two, but they did eventually fall in love like they were destined to. Garion learned the "Will and the Word" and become a full fledged sorcerer, changing his name to Belgarion as all sorcerers add Bel before their name.

Throughout the whole story, Belgarion constantly asked himself why him? Why did the prophecy chose him? He, more than anything, wanted to go back to his life in Sendaria on Faldor's farm. However, he kept going, because it was his destiny to go. He knew that he had to do it, despite his insecurities. Of course he was scared, but he pushed forward.

The future was uncertain, though. Neither parties knew how the meeting was going to turn out. It really was up to the individual. The forces of nature, controlled by the Orb of Aldur, only had the power to put things in motion, not influence the result. Hence, Belgarion and Torak did have some control over their own destiny in a sense.

The Mallorean is the next part of the story. Many years had passed since Belgarion's adventures with the first part of the prophecy, but it was revealed that the prophecy was not completed yet. The Child of Dark and Child of Light had to meet again. Belgarion and Ce'Nedra had a child, who Belgarion named after his father, Geran. Zandramas, an Angarak Grolim (Angarak's versions of sorcerers), kidnapped their son. Zandramas becomes the new child of dark and their quest to stop the child of dark starts again. This time, in the place that is no more.

Silk, Belgarath, Ce'Nedra, Durnik, and Polgara return on this adventure, joined by new travelers. Sadi, "The Man Who is No Man," Toth, "The Silent Man," Velvet, "The Huntress, and finally, Eriond, who becomes the new Child of Light and God of the Angaraks.

Again, the orb and a new character, the Seeress named Cyradis, both set the courses in action to make sure that the prophecy would be set in motion, however, Cyradis would be the ultimate decision maker about what would happen to the world after the Child of Dark and Child of Light meet. Destiny had a larger control over this story and it appeared that the people involved did not have a choice in their own destiny. However, it was hinted throughout the whole story that Eriond knew exactly what was going. He would often make things happen that were supposed to happen when the other's didn't really know what to do, so I guess you could argue that he had some control over his own destiny. The Orb of Aldur also played a big role in this. He often spoke to Belgarion, telling him the path he must choose. Only Belgarion and Eriond can hear his voice, because they are the only ones that can touch the orb.

This brings the unending question on whether or not we truly have control of our destiny. In this case, things that were supposed to happen did happen, but the outcome was clearly up to the individual. They were not able to back away from the chosen path, but their strength and ability were what chose the outcome. It is truly an interesting question that I don't think can ever be answered. Most of us would like to think we have control over our own lives and can make our own choices, but how do we know whether or not the forces of the world had already defined this path and we can't stray from it?

I CONTROL MY OWN DESTINY!!!

Yea that's right. I woke up this morning, told Jordan I wanted all afternoon classes to be cancelled, and BAM it happened.
Maybe I should start wishing for things more often. ...like a lifetime supply of DQ blizzards or something.

How fantastic would that be?!? Pretty damn fantastic.

Anyways, what I'm trying to say is that I think we have control over our lives for the most part. I kinda sorta maybe believe that destiny plays a small role, but I think that we have the power to make what we want of ourselves.

Let's forget about destiny and talk about fate. ..or are they the same thing? I think that fate can and does exist, but only to a certain point. There is one song by Punchline in which all of the lyrics revolve around this guy and girl and how their fate is to be together, but they don't realize all the signs. In the middle of the song the music stops and the guy says, "maybe fate can only take you so far". I like this line because I think that fate does exist, but at some point or another we have to take it into our own hands.

I am now going to stop writing this because I think my fate is to go watch Eclipse.

k bye!!!


pic credit: dairyqueen.com and sodahead.com

Sunday, December 5, 2010

Destined for Greatness

"Some are born great, some achieve greatness, and some have greatness thrust upon them"

Each part categorizes people into some form of destined greatness but each seems to have a different form of destiny.

What comes to mind when I think of the part "some are born great" are heirs to the thrones of monarchies or people born to families or parents who have done something great and now the children must live up to their family's success. With royal families, the destinies are pretty simple: when the older king or queen dies, their son or daughter will take over. They know where their destinies are taking them and what is in store. Those born to great and successful families have slightly more possibilities for destinies. It could be that they will grow up and then do the same thing their parents or family did or that they will do something totally different but just as great as what those before them achieved.

This leads us to the next group which is those that achieve greatness. These people are the ones that haven't technically been born into a famous family but have done something great in their life because of their own effort. Examples could be Thomas Edison's inventions or Amelia Earhart being the first woman to single fly around the world without stopping. No one knew they were going to do this until they did it.

Now onto the last group which is those that have had greatness thrust upon them. To me this shows that their destinies were those where they didn't have to do what they did but did anyway because thier destiny put them in that position. Great example that comes to mind to me here is George Washington whose destiny lead him to be one of the greatest founding fathers and presidents of America. He was kind of forced to take on that leadership role in the new government and made a great start at a new nation.

So it looks like there are different kinds of destinies but the question is what will each of ours be like.

Saturday, December 4, 2010

HEY GUYS I NEED YOUR HELP

I need people to join this blog for my Writing for Publication Semenar class with Kate Miles. I've sorta, um, forgotten to do this earlier. Anyway, if you guys could do me a huge favor and join this, I'd be really greatful and give you telepathic cupcakes.

I'll be posting art, poetry and stories I happen across, and keep tabs on my own personal projects.

Here's the link: http://silvereyeforest.blogspot.com/

Thursday, December 2, 2010

Destiny and Epica

Okay so I went to my first paid concert over Thanksgiving break for this epic symphonic metal band called Epica! The concert was AMAZING, but that's not my point. I've had one of their songs stuck in my head for the past week and I didn't know the name of it or enough song lyrics to figure out which one it was. Then, last night I went to play my iPod and it was the first song that came up! Is this destiny? Perhaps...especially considering the song is about destiny! Here's the song if you are interested...



So does destiny exist? I don't really have an opinion on the matter. I consider myself a very rational person so I will not believe it unless there is some scientific data proving it or whatever. But I will agree that the thought of destiny usually does make people feel better. If something goes wrong in your life you could just say, "Everything happens for a reason" and feel better about your situation! I just think that the thought of destiny and any sense of higher power gives people hope because they don't want to believe that there is no reason to life and that this is it...you live and then you die and that's the end. People who think that there's no point to life are generally depressed people which is why people generally believe in irrational things. I mean...what's something that people who need help in their lives like something with addiction are told? Believe in a higher power and ask for guidance! The whole basis of AA is accepting help from a force greater than yourself.

Buffy vs. Twilight



This is the perfect video for anyone who loves Buffy, hates Twilight, or both!

There's a lot I could say about the philosophy of Buffy, but I'm writing my paper about it so I don't want to ruin my paper. I will say how it relates to Frankenstein, however.

In Buffy season 4 this government agency called the Initiative fights against demons. One of the head people working for the Initiative creates a demonoid cyborg called Adam. Adam is part human, part demon, and part machine and he is extremely strong and powerful because of his demon and machine parts. He could be compared to Frankenstein's monster, except that Adam is evil from the beginning and to everyone. He wants to create a world with creatures like himself to rule it. The first thing that he does when he wakes up is kill his creator. In that season there are also other examples of technology that gets used controversially and brings about destruction, such as putting behavioral modification chips in the soldiers fighting for the Initiative.

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

What is the destiny of a fat horse?


Hello dear blog, it's been a while. I'll start with a quote, to which my lovely roommate just screamed from over a book:

"Harry Potter... is an orphan... that means he'll be turned into soup!"

What is the nature of this, clearly, abnormal psychology?

Or, perhaps, we can examine this second quote, which she screamed afterward:

"THERE WAS RIB IN MY PITA, DONT YOU REMEMBER?!"

I fear for my life, dear classmates. Jordan is creeping off the edge of her bed, looking at me like a... like a... starving... well, like a college student about to have a nervous breakdown.

Yes! It's finals. Our lives are steadily boiling closer and closer to destruction. What the hell is the point of this anyhow? Why do we rip our hair out every semester's end? It's certainly not because we have five chins, like Dudley Dursley.

Uh, right, philosophy.

Anyway, I don't know if I believe in destiny, but I believe some people have a natch for seeing potentially useful things, even if they don't realize it. A man might walk down the street, searching for his run away daughter, and suddenly feels he should swing by subway. There she is, moping in the corner. They might call it a whim or luck. I suppose I consider it low grade precognition. We can sense things and, if they seem good, we can choose to follow them. Different doors open depending on our every choice, so the future turns on its head whenever we change our minds.

Mostly I just don't like the idea of some obscene force controlling everything I do and everything that happens around me. I'd rather like to take credit for SOME things, you know.

Great people do great things

Look at this fat horse I just found!


Destiny: a glittering trail of fluff or DOOM?

When I think of destiny I think of a set ultimate end; there are many different choices one can make through life, but in the end they end up somewhere pre determined. Whether or not I believe this so called destiny exists, I'm not sure. All I know is that in the end I'm going to die, so none of it really matters anyway.

BUT, when thinking about destiny as pre determined life, I wondered if there are only a select few who have these so called destinies. Are they something we're born with, or does an event have to happen to create it? Take my good friend Harry Potter for example, was it in his life plan to have his parents die when he was but a year old, or was his destiny created after the fact? Because once this event happened, he was raised for the sole purpose of killing Lord Voldemort.

Maybe only super special people have destinies, and the rest of us are just running around with no purpose. I think I rather like not having the responsibility to do something meaningful, I can be selfish and just enjoy my time on Earth with all you folks; sounds good. But if a select few of those special people with ultimate destinies are found in this class, I wish you all the best.




This whole thing is just a tangled mess of confusion, who knows what to believe anymore? I mean, I just learned Santa was abused by creepy elves!